Sunday, July 5, 2009

9. A giant step for fat kids everywhere

So tomorrow is going to be the first day that I implement my new dieting plan. Of course, I have to go shopping for the supplies when I get off tonight, but whatever, I'm gonna do this. I'm also going to implement my plan to not sleep til 10:30 and lay in bed dozing until 11:30. That can't be healthy. Somewhere in there, I'm going to try to fit in some exercise. I brought my wii up from my parent's house, so the wiifit is going to be my new bitch.... actually, realistically, it's probably going to make me it's bitch, but whatevs.

I'm really hoping I can do this. I got some unexpected, harsh motivation the other day from several different sources, so I want to do this. Seriously. Not just for the people and places that make me feel like complete shit, but because I'm tired of being so down on myself that I just want to die. I'm not giving up, like some people think I am doing. I'm going to make this change, I just have to do it in a way that works for me.

And now it's time to get ready for work, and I need to chill before I go to work. This whole blog has made me pissy for some reason.

<3 AJ

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